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I need to just stop.

I care way too much. This may be a surprise to people since I am usually a raging bitch to most people. But if I actually convince myself to let my walls down, I get attached to that person. I convince myself that they won’t hurt me. That they want me just as much as I want them. I care for them. And then when it comes out that they don’t want what I’m giving them, I just crash. I didn’t talk to anyone for 3 hours today. I’m just not having a good day. I understand that I am young and naive. I understand that people have feelings I can’t control. But it just sucks and kills me to no end.