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My whole night was ruined by one person.

My best friend and I have been planning for like, 2 months for this weekend. It was supposed to be fun. It was supposed to make me feel better. There were HUNDREDS of people there. But the second I saw him, I just wanted to leave. When you see someone who choked you, called you a cunt, blames you for miscarrying his baby after he left you, used you for drug money, and just fought and beat you down nearly daily, it is not a fun sight. This kid was threatening me on Christmas. That wasn’t that long ago. I did everything to avoid him. But he was with people who were friends with people that were in my group I was going around with. So it was just a trainwreck. I seriously just wanted to hide. No matter where I went I was afraid he was going to see me, and just seeing him makes me have an anxiety attack. And the only person who took it seriously was my best friend. I hope he isn’t there tonight. I will just kill myself. I have looked forward to enjoying this weekend, but with that asshole there, that’s impossible. 

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