January 2012
273 posts
My brother ran off again.
Not such a happy new year. 
Jan 1st
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December 2011
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Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
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My brother was brought home last night. He said “If you’re going to put me into rehab, I might as well go out with a bang.” He broke into a house of a friend, unfortunately the parents didn’t press charge. If they did, he’d be in juvie. The rehab can take him Monday, so hopefully he doesn’t go anywhere between now and then.
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
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Good idea maybe?
After seeing the Haley video (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVIPQUmaDS4) I think I am going to make one for my brother. He doesn’t have a car, but he has a bus pass, and friends. I’ll do it tonight and try to post it tonight too. Would this be a good idea? 
Dec 31st
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I'm crocheting for the first time in forever.
I go through times where I knit everything, and then I have times where I crochet everything. I just went through a 2 month knitting everything phase. Now I’m making a Golden Snitch and I miss crocheting. 
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
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If I were being sung a popular song....
T-Pain: Hey, it's five o'clock in the morning and I want you.
Me: Shut up, I'm sleeping.
Jason Derulo: I've been looking under rocks and breaking locks, just tryna find ya. I've been like a manic insomniac, 5 steps behind ya.
Me: Woah woah woah, you got some problems. Stop breakin shit and following me.
Maroon 5: I don't need to try to control you. Look into my eyes and I'll own you with them moves like Jagger.
Me: Excuse me? You can't own me bro. And the only move Mick Jagger knows these days is how to sign that he's having a heart attack.
Dev: Tell me baby if it's wrong to let my hands do what they want.
Me: It's wrong. In no way is molestation acceptable.
Kelly Rowland: And when we're done I don't wanna feel my legs.
Me: That can't be the sign of anything good. You should go to the ER.
Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
I've calmed down.
I went out to dinner with my grandparents and had a good time, so I feel better. I just have so much on my mind. I think I’m going to break up with my boyfriend. I mean, we’ve been dating for like 3 weeks, and I thought I had feelings for him, but I just don’t. Then I thought “He’s nice, so I’ll gain feelings for him.” I haven’t. It’s just...
Dec 31st
I just want to scream.
I can’t handle this anymore. I can’t. I don’t know anyone who has gone through what I’m going through, so everyone is just like “Oh, he’ll come home.” What if he doesn’t? No one I know has had to sit here while your brother is getting drugged up and running farther away from home. Is there anyone who has been through this? I just need someone to...
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
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My brother ran away again.
The rehab needed to get insurance figured out. My mom took him home and he ran off. I can’t handle all this right now. 
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
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"Regular" marriage and "Gay" marriage are like...
Dec 31st
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OHHH HHELLLL NOOO.
I am already in a bad mood. Then some bitch decides to get on my best friend/brother/favorite bitches case for thanking people for saying Happy birthday to him. I don’t care who’s fucking boyfriend you stole to weasel yourself into our ex-group of friends, but you can find the door behind your big ass nose and don’t let it hit you on the ass on the way out hoebag. JESUS. YOU...
Dec 31st
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Dec 30th
Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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I hate when I see people posting about movies that...
Yeah, the movie may be good. You know what’s better? Being an intelligent human being and actually reading a damn book.  
Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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Starting my 2012 bucket list on the white board in...
That way, I have to see it everyday, so I will feel like a failure if I don’t do at least some of the things. 
Dec 30th
My brother came home about 2 hours ago after I...
Someone keep my mind busy so I don’t call the kid again and threaten to hang him with his own intestines. Please. 
Dec 30th
I just messaged 21 of my brother's friends on...
One girl actually called me and told me a name of a kid he had been hanging around. I messaged the kid the same message everyone got and gave his name to my mom. He hasn’t relied yet. I got a few replies that said they’d watch out for him and that they had’nt heard from him. They all probably think I’m weird or some shit, but fuck them. I’m on a mission to find my...
Dec 30th
Today is just not good.
My brother is still missing. This is his 3rd time running away, so the police won’t take a missing person’s report even though he has been gone for over 48 hours. He’s just a runaway. A drugged out runaway. I want to be in Renton with my family, but the mountain passes are bad, or so my grandparents think, so there is really nothing I can do. I’m about to message our dad...
Dec 30th
singoutstrong asked: Hey! I hope that you are able to find your brother soon. I wish you the best of luck and I will be praying for your family and your brother. It will be alright. :) you can do this and you can make it out of this. :)
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
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My mom found baggies in my brother's room.
So he’s going to get drug tested yet again when he gets home. I want him home. He’s alive, I know. He has to be.
Dec 29th
Dec 29th
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“[Marilyn] had flesh which photographed like flesh. You feel you can reach out...”
– Billy Wilder (via missingmarilyn)
Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
I got the sheepy baby and mommy knitting needles....
And then I got a matching H crochet hook, but it’s a pirate sheep. :D 
Dec 29th
Dec 29th
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SHOULD I GET....?
Nightmare Before Christmas (Jack and Zero) Knitting needles  Hot chocolate knitting needles  ORRRRRRRRRRRRRR Mamma and baby sheepys knitting needles
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