February 2012
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I'm just going to rip my hair put today.
3 days before show and nothing can go right. Yay me.
I am so stressed.
I am being pulled a hundred different ways with no one to help. I have so much going on and so much being asked of me. I just need a hug and a cup of tea. Ughghghgghghghgh. And I’ve started being a bitch to people who don’t deserve it. That’s when it’s bad. I feel so bad. I just take out my stress on people who have nothing to do with it. It’s a horrible nasty habit,...
I was looking for leggings in my closet so I could go to rehearsal.
Found my light saber instead.
I need to just stop.
I care way too much. This may be a surprise to people since I am usually a raging bitch to most people. But if I actually convince myself to let my walls down, I get attached to that person. I convince myself that they won’t hurt me. That they want me just as much as I want them. I care for them. And then when it comes out that they don’t want what I’m giving them, I just crash....
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Dear everyone who thinks The Woman In Black was...
Go see the live performance of the play form. That shit is twenty times scarier than the stupid movie. Because the Woman in Black is actually THERE and walks though the crowd. Shit is straight up 3D and shit your pants worthy. That movie was nothing.
Sincerely, a Stage manager who’s stage recently did TWiB.
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I have found so many kick ass hat patterns.
I am making a hat during this show, and it’s for someone other than myself so it has to be amazing, but I can’t pick a pattern. This sucks. A lot.
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People are gay, get over it. People have bright...
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I wish people would be more considerate.
Last night I went to RadCon and had a blast. But there was so much drug use and drinking, which I expected. But it just fucking stinks when it’s your friends thinking they’re cute doing drugs and hanging around you when they KNOW your whole family got fucked up by drug use. I don’t care if you do drugs, just don’t DITCH me to go do them, or brag and/or continually talk...
My whole night was ruined by one person.
My best friend and I have been planning for like, 2 months for this weekend. It was supposed to be fun. It was supposed to make me feel better. There were HUNDREDS of people there. But the second I saw him, I just wanted to leave. When you see someone who choked you, called you a cunt, blames you for miscarrying his baby after he left you, used you for drug money, and just fought and beat you down...
